headaches

Headaches

Pounding, pounding drums through my mind.

bang, bang, bang like its sticking at my brain.

Trembling and shaking…thoughts through my mind.

You told me I’d be fine but you don’t know what keeps me fine.

Are they better than me?

The laughs the smiles I watch from behind closed doors.

I’m always unable to tell them how I feel bang, bang, bang again

I couldn’t speak words of honesty I’ll blurt out the words
“I’m fine” bang, bang, bang

why cant you see well I’m not letting you see my headaches grow larger.
The pounding doesn’t stop.

For a little while we visited our possible life.