sometimes i feel like i have two personalities like someone's living inside me. i hear her voice in my head almost everyday. she's loud, mean, dark and almost everything i fail to be. she's confident as always while i sit quietly to myself avoiding humanity. she's strong and daring. I'm shy and loving. she taunts me but at the same time holds me in her arms. she wishes for me to be strong and i wish for her to feel loved. two people in one u might say or one in the same as the saying goes. she's in love with me, she won't let no one hurt me. she's dark and sexual, creepy in a way that seems cool in every way. she loves the sight of blood and i cant take the fear of death. she wraps me in her wrath and takes over just when i need her to. but she's has gotten control and seems to just pop out when she feels like it. she's everything i wanted to be but the fact is she's alone and mean to her friends. I'm everything she wants to be but the fact is i'm not strong enough to even say whts on my mind. but in one way i was strong i could take a lot you might say then i'd just bring myself back up again. she gave me strength in my weakest moments and i gave her love in her loneliest. together we're a perfect pair and we will protect each other in every moment. she came to me and never left...i call her Fei.